Happy birthday dear :)

how's the babyyy????ive been away i didnt know the updates :)
loveyouu

awww! I've missed you!! I'm so happy for you! You have your own place? Thats awesome! I know its got to feel great. I know its got to be upsetting to see stretchmarks, but think about it this way, its all for your baby. And it will be so worth it! Luv you gurlly!!!

xoxoxo

Victoria

*claps spastically*

im soooooo super excited for your move!!! yay!!!

love love LOVE the name by the way.. i, for one, am a fan of uncommon names.  Definitely not a common one there (that i know of). im soo happy for you!!

and i'm happy for brandon as well. nothing like the satisfaction and joy of being able to see your own child.

screw the jealous ex..  ppl like that have no life.. haha

I'm so glad you liked it!

I love the name! It's long but very manly. lol!!

I didn't know Brandon had another son. Cool!!

I'm so happy that you can finally have your own place. I know it has to have been hard.

Love you!!

Victoria <3 <3

a boy!!! that's exciting! congrats! glad you are having what you wanted. any names picked out yet?

i meant to comment your last entry, but since you brought it up again... no you were not overreacting and i would have said something to him as well. im glad you did. now its off your chest and on his plate.

take care!!!

**hugs**

Oh!! I'm so happy for you!! A BOY!!! So what is his name going to be?

I'm so glad you talked to Brandon. I hope everything works out. I'm sure he'll do the right thing.

Luv you!!

Victoria

How's the babyyy hehehe
imissed you hunni,takecare

I've been alright! I've been busy with baseball and softball. I don't know if I told you but I coach baseball and I play softball, so yeah it's been crazy. But you know whats awesome is my boy friend coaches too. So i get to see him alot of the time. Anyway, So how's the baby doing? You know by the way you were talking Brandon sounds like the kind of guy that will stay with you no matter what. I love that for you! It sounds like he understands your mood swings. That's great!! Expecially with you being pregnant. I love you!!

Victoria

WoW!! I'm glad everything is going well!!

Talk to you tuesday!!

yaaay (:
im so excited for you too..i dont know why but i am ..

goodluck hunni <33

congrats on the little one inside your tummy!! im very excited for you!!

love the names as well! good job not wanting to be the same ol', same ol'. You did a great job picking out unique names!

Wow! Your going to have a baby!! Awww! You know it maybe hard now, but when all the sickness is over, you're going to really enjoy this baby.

I've been alright I guess...... just the same old guy trouble. I just started dating this guy named Jon in December, but now the guy I was in love with ( Jeremy) is back from college and I'm having second thoughts about dating Jon. ugh.... But other then this stupid drama crap, I've been great. I've missed you gurlly! I'm glad your back. 

Heyyy long time,
I missed you ]:

Dee.

I've missed you gurlly!!!!

I'm so glad your back!!! How short did you cutt your hair?

Victoria

Welcome back honey :)
Happy new year we really missed you.
id love to add you but i only have msn!too bad :)
anyway gtg  m at work and if ma boss caught me them im dead
love ya <3

bake potatoe with chopped beef sounds like heaven

have fun with B. :)
&7 yea we gotta have girl time lol x-x

im from deer park. what about you?
oh and baked potato..yum. thats what i had for lunch.

I'm happy B's coming home.
I'm so excited for you.
ily. <3

Yay for the last day
and
Yay for the mani lol
and
bleh for the coke machine lol
Have a great time today
ily, di.

Thanks for the comments.  im flattered that you like my style.  I love to write, about anything.  Unfortunately, lately, it has been about how unhappy i am.  Not always though! Im upbeat and bubbly too.  Anyways, i like your style too. I would never be able to willingly wait 3 months to see someone i cared a lot about.  You'd have to force me to wait. :) im no stranger to patience, just don't like it.

Have a great day!!!

you know. im in love too, and i feel the exact same way you felt.

the guy i fell in love with was brandon bartlett.

i read your email, and siad "OMG, that's EXACTLY what im feeling right now." it really sucks. and im planning on actually writing him something along those lines, or at least writing soemthing down, you know? i need to get it out.

About your question.."is it wrong to hang out alone with someone of the opposite sex when you're in a relationship?" I kind of agree with your dad but I don't think it's that black and white (I think your dad may feel that way because he was probably raised in the era where a girl with guy friends was seen as easy). My dad's the same way.

I think it depends on the situation (like if you and the guy are hanging out in public or hanging out alone) and - most important - how Brandon feels about it or how you would feel if he did it. I don't think it's disrespectful if Brandon is honestly okay with it.

Hey sweetie,
how have you been?
how's work?
so yeah weekend
how did the dinner go the other day lol what did you cook

ily, di,

actually i wish there never was a note. my dad left us all notes and that was the hardest thing to imagine him writing his good byes to me.... i do know why he did what he did... and no it doesnt make anything better but i just wish sometimes there wasnt that little peice of paper. It always makes me think there was hope for him if only someone would have put two and two together he would still be here... but you cant change what happened and you have to keep living no matter how much it hurts.

Sorry i dont know how to just send messages so i will comment on this entry....

So for me right now i think that my biggest fear is leaving without knowing what will happen. People say the comment "I just want to kill myself" all the time and it bothers me. I can remember once someone said it to me and i threw up. I feel like i live with so much fear that i dont know how to sleep at night without fearing what will come tomorow... I am truly sorry about your best friend and i know he is watching over you now and keeping you safe as much as he possibly can. I thank you for your post. Rach

7? |: ok wow lol
i remember knowing someone who works in something like that
but i can't remember who it was... /:
oh right my sister's friend haha

Btw i do economics at uni, you did smth like that, right?
i'm so confused over those subjects like urgh
but there's no way i'm taking accounting haha
i'd rather go to hell than take accounting, its so hard urgh lol

haha what do you do anyway?
I'm gonna go sleep in an hour, i have uni tom
but the good thing is that i wake up at 10 everyday haha
my lectures start a bit late

about the picture, i entered a contest and i decided to give them B (the one you liked) everyone said it was the best so yeah lol

Aweee sweetie thanks alot..Your amazing.. (:
mm honestly we dont celebrate turkey day here i know sad :|
i wish we did, im sure its amazingg xDD
Me Heart You (: <33

Oh lol then
you better
start working lol

have fun
Di x

lol why can't you just leave?
you have to stay till 5 or idk when? lol
just run away hehe

Awe pretty entry lol
colorful hehe
Enjoy the turkey day
aaand GO eat lol

ILY
Di <3

Level 1
(x) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) done drugs
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) drank alcohol

SO FAR: 3

Level 2
( ) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight

SO FAR: 5

Level 3
( ) snuck out of a parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone out on a blind date

SO FAR: 6

Level 4
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone/something die

SO FAR : 9

Level 5
(x) had/have a crush on one of your MYSPACE friends
(x) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
( ) been on a plane
(x) thrown up from drinking

SO FAR: 12

Level 6
( ) eaten Sushi
( ) been skiing
( ) met someone because of myspace
(x) been mosh pitting

SO FAR: 13


Level 7
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers
( ) love someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel

SO FAR: 17

Level 8
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up

SO FAR: 22

Level 9
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school

SO FAR: 27

Level 10
( ) used a fake ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake

SO FAR: 29

Level 11
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed/vandalized
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer

SO FAR: 32

Level 12
(x) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
(x) had detention
( ) been in a car/motorcycle accident

SO FAR: 34

Level 13
( ) had/have braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 36

Level 14
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes

SO FAR: 41

Level 15
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
( ) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying

SO FAR: 44

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) Sang
(x) paid for a meal with only coins

SO FAR: 49

Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) kissed in the rain

SO FAR: 54

Level 18
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach

SO FAR: 56

Level 19
(x) crashed a party
(x) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey

SO FAR: 60

Level 20
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed "penis" in class
( ) ate dog food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them

SO FAR: 63

Level 21
(x) sang in the shower
(x) have/had a little black dress
( ) had sex in the woods
( ) had sex in a park
( ) had sex in a car
( ) had sex in your parents room

SO FAR: 65

Level 22
(x) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) Sat on a roof top

SO FAR: 68

Level 23
( ) had sex at a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night

SO FAR: 72

Level 24
( ) didnt take a shower for a week
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had/been in a tree house
(x) scared to watch scary movies

SO FAR: 75

Level 25
(x) believed/belive in ghosts
(x) have more than 30 pairs of shoes
( ) gone streaking
( ) been in jail

SO FAR: 77

Level 26
( ) played chicken
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused

SO FAR: 80

Level 27
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made a porn video
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed

SO FAR: 83

Level 28
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) slept naked
(x) French braided someones hair
(x) gone skinny dippin in a pool
( ) been kicked out of your house

SO FAR: 90

Level 30
(x) Rode a roller coaster
( ) went scuba-diving/snorkeling
(x) had a cavity
(x) Black-mailed someone
(x) been black mailed

SO FAR: 94

Level 31
(x) Been used
(x) fell going up the stairs
( ) licked a cat
(x) bitten someone

SO FAR: 97

Oh la la hot entry lol
i'm glad you are having fun [:
Great way to spend time (in the caaar lol)
thanx for the comments

ILY
Di <3

Ohhhhh Im happy for you =] M sorry couldnt comment for the previous entries but ive been busy and had no time to chewck My MDD ): .you look so pretty I saw the pic you posted and Brandon also your such a great couple,Amber right!Im Hiba.

Much Love<33

Hey Amber,
Thanks for the sweet comment [:
I'm doing well now, we all have ups and downs you know lol
Your entry shows your happy and that's great [=

ILY <3
Diana.

Awe, I'm happy you guys found the guitar.
I wish I could get a boy . .
That would play the guitar for me.
I'm sorry that the police have it,
And some guy's trying to claim it.
I hope everything works out for you.
ily. <3

yay!

super happy to hear that they found the gutair!

take care

- ashley marie

i know what you mean about being the youngest and people being worried about you taking their jobs- ive been told too many times that im "too qualified" for a job- in other words, your young and educated and you are a threat so piss off!

the picnic sounds cool!

Awe my situation isn't exactly like that.
Brandon's too attached.
And he thinks we have some 'special' relationship.
Where we devote everything to each other.
I don't have a life anymore.
And like in the past,
He's told me if I left,
He'd kill me,
Or he'd kill himself.
And ughh.
I wish he wasn't this attached.
It really friggan sucks.
But I'm not ready to leave yet either.
Gahh. This is too confusing.
ily. <3

Thanks love.
<3

I know exactly what you're saying about that song. If I hadn't had a couple of unanswered prayers I wouldn't have found my husband (soul mate ).

Btw... I think it's pretty awesome that you and Brandon are waiting for the right time.

I hope you have a great weekend together.

ofcourse well keep in touch,and thanks for the add :D

<33

Hey,you know I like reading your diary and I put you in my favorites... I hope that's okay?!cause your a good writer..

Have a great weekend <33

AWE!

I <3 the pic.

Its 2CUTE4U!

~*_Taylor!_*~

It's the way you make me laugh, when i don't even want to Smile!!! OMGGGGG SO CUTE!!
I love it lol

hm I speak, English, Russian, Arabic & French.
Most fluent in Russian and least in French lol
Gosh I really need to learn German
Idk why but I really want to lol

What about you???

Have a nice day
ILY
Dixy <3

ah although i want an another car, i like jeeps... cooler lol

gosh i'm so full, just had a chicken burger with cheeeeese lol enjoy your nap <333
ILY,
Dixx

Aww have fun <333

Sorry i still didn't check take a poll but i will, maybe tomorrow... I promise lol

How have you been? all good?

Have a great week

ILY,
Diana.